TOTSEINS (Goodbye)

 

I fall into your,

cobweb of lies

A rich red rose was once I,

Played me like a

charade,

In a desperate attempt was I

with a constant dread

is now a wilted rose. 

A Dog’s Purpose

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Treachery

 

Bleary eyes

Phantom days and nights

Endless walks

Worthless hard work

Fickle humans

Dreaded surroundings

Triumph heedless

 

STILL

 

We always tend to touch each other

I don’t know if it’s craving for each other

I’m scared to let out the truth

I’m confused about my feelings for you

I still want to touch you

I want to be friends with you

I don’t want to grow old with you

I still want to kiss and caress you

I don’t want to cry for you

I still want you to be beside me

I don’t feel jealous when you look at other girls

I still don’t understand you

I don’t want to lose you at the same time

I still want you to hold my hand

I don’t want to stay with you for one more second

I still want you to change for me

I don’t want you to stay holed up in your four walls

Maybe my feelings for you are twisted

I still want the best for you

Outing

All day I was busy doing my research

Decided to hang out with a certain person

Played pinball and sipped Miami Vice

Weird and hotness never went together

Decided to ditch him under the moonlit area

Came up with a lie, didn’t have to rack my brain

One bad day of my life

REGRETS

Restless nights

Teary eyes

Running mascara

Scruffy hair

Joints cranking

Fingers frail

Migraines cluttered throughout my head

Rummaging my memory cells

Still nought

Yet I try to hold on

Work undone

Time widens the gap between me

Regrets still linger in the corner of my heart

 

Daze

I see the same stars in the distance

The off-centre roof with the same old sky

Sounds and people are different

I walk the streets with curiosity plastered

The calm dead empty streets

The road doesn’t seem to end for a while

I want to let it all out

None to wipe my tears

I miss my old life

Maybe this is for the best

 

 

Tone

Singing octaves down the alley

From my heart

Deep down from my diaphragm

Through the throat

Coming out of my dry lips

Messages clattered within the tunes

Resonating with the sounds of my feelings

From my empty shell 

Loud and clear

You still can’t hear me

As I’m a pathetic chooser

But I decided that you can’t hear

SELF-LESS

 

Love was more wild and alive when you were adjacent

We’ve sent messages to each other

through day and night

The fabric of your letter draws me in

The words on it fires me up

Emotions filled with happiness and tears in unison

Seasons changed, so did the people

The clock never stopped ticking without you

in my proximity,

Slowly did the letters stopped coming

That’s when all the stars ceased

to comfort me,

I lost the touch of your skin

I crave for your voice

every single juncture of my life,

Time aged, so did I

Skin wrinkled, hair almost grey

Not a single word from you

The maple tree sowed with our love

started to grow out,

Our child out grew your height

And then I heard you passed away

in a tussle

My light turned dark.

 

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