TOTSEINS (Goodbye)

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I fall into your,

cobweb of lies

A rich red rose was once I,

Played me like a


In a desperate attempt was I

with a constant dread

is now a wilted rose. 



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We always tend to touch each other

I don’t know if it’s craving for each other

I’m scared to let out the truth

I’m confused about my feelings for you

I still want to touch you

I want to be friends with you

I don’t want to grow old with you

I still want to kiss and caress you

I don’t want to cry for you

I still want you to be beside me

I don’t feel jealous when you look at other girls

I still don’t understand you

I don’t want to lose you at the same time

I still want you to hold my hand

I don’t want to stay with you for one more second

I still want you to change for me

I don’t want you to stay holed up in your four walls

Maybe my feelings for you are twisted

I still want the best for you


I see the same stars in the distance

The off-centre roof with the same old sky

Sounds and people are different

I walk the streets with curiosity plastered

The calm dead empty streets

The road doesn’t seem to end for a while

I want to let it all out

None to wipe my tears

I miss my old life

Maybe this is for the best




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I see you in the darkest hours of your life

I see you every time in my dense dreams 

I see you be nice and cheerful to the people around you

I see your smiling face on my phone screen night and day

I see you getting annoyed for some reason

I see you be innovative, kind, honest and loving all at the same time

I see you breathing in the next block from the blinds of my window

I see you kiss the woman you like

I see you marry the woman you love

I see you have a child now

I can see now that I have my regrets of life




Sunbathing seems nice
Skittish look would be fun
Skive-ing has been a while
Sadness is being on edge
Pretty dress is done to a nicety
Autumn leaves say its time to shed
The air around me is pretty cool and dense
Time to make an errand about How fun life is going to turn out to be



You were like a rude shooting star
That was supposed to grant a wish
Not to hang me on a loose thread
I thought we were friends
But you vanished into thin air without a single goodbye!
It hurt so much when I told you so much, yet you couldn’t open up to me for what’s going on in your busy life
Was I just a rolling dice to you?
I was always used to your endless loquacity
You were such a glib talker
I was “the essence” to your dishevelled looks
I ran through my wild memories resting within my mind
I think I would be happy to quell this memory
Then I recognized you were just a chapter of my life and I have yet to cover the whole book