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We always tend to touch each other

I don’t know if it’s craving for each other

I’m scared to let out the truth

I’m confused about my feelings for you

I still want to touch you

I want to be friends with you

I don’t want to grow old with you

I still want to kiss and caress you

I don’t want to cry for you

I still want you to be beside me

I don’t feel jealous when you look at other girls

I still don’t understand you

I don’t want to lose you at the same time

I still want you to hold my hand

I don’t want to stay with you for one more second

I still want you to change for me

I don’t want you to stay holed up in your four walls

Maybe my feelings for you are twisted

I still want the best for you



Restless nights

Teary eyes

Running mascara

Scruffy hair

Joints cranking

Fingers frail

Migraines cluttered throughout my head

Rummaging my memory cells

Still nought

Yet I try to hold on

Work undone

Time widens the gap between me

Regrets still linger in the corner of my heart


Sun Grown Me

The way how sun shines on my face

The way you sweep me away off my feet

The way you carry me in your strong arms

The way the moon glows in the evening making everything look dull around it

The way the pretty stars hung so brightly in the dark night sky

The way my heart seems to shine when you’re around me

The way you tell I love you to me with those lovable lips

The way you breathe on the top of my head when we hug each other

The way you tuck a strand of my hair above my ear

The way you sulk like a puppy when the universe doesn’t side with our timing

Thanks for such a beautiful life

Maybe true love isn’t such a blatant lie