TOTSEINS (Goodbye)

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I fall into your,

cobweb of lies

A rich red rose was once I,

Played me like a


In a desperate attempt was I

with a constant dread

is now a wilted rose. 



I see the same stars in the distance

The off-centre roof with the same old sky

Sounds and people are different

I walk the streets with curiosity plastered

The calm dead empty streets

The road doesn’t seem to end for a while

I want to let it all out

None to wipe my tears

I miss my old life

Maybe this is for the best





I jaywalk around the cold night with my ragged feet

Don’t know where to head from where I’ve fled

Tears run through my puffy eyes

The air I breathe chokes me

The gust of wind staggers me away from my stance

The words I’ve heard feels like a dagger in my heart

The bitter part of my life is in par with my sweet life


I was abashed in the past

You were abetting on me all this time

I can’t help but get distressed all the time being with you

Would it bother you if I disclosed this dross?

You would never be able to touch my lips

You would never be able to wipe my sparking eyelashes

This closer distance between us has been suffocating me for a long time

The day has finally come to let go of your cold unsightly hand



I didn’t want to listen to the echoes
Ears pressed against the pillows
The distant noises breaching my mind
Mental pressure building up
Tears welling up in the eyes

Can I live in this environment for too long?
This..façade will soon fade away
When the veil disappears completely
This dream will finally be over