STALKER

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I see you in the darkest hours of your life

I see you every time in my dense dreams 

I see you be nice and cheerful to the people around you

I see your smiling face on my phone screen night and day

I see you getting annoyed for some reason

I see you be innovative, kind, honest and loving all at the same time

I see you breathing in the next block from the blinds of my window

I see you kiss the woman you like

I see you marry the woman you love

I see you have a child now

I can see now that I have my regrets of life

 

THANK YOU

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Look  at the way she is smiling

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Look at the way she makes my heart flutter

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Stay away from him!!

Look at the way she gets jealous for me

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Look at the way she grinds her teeth

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Look at the way she listens to my frustration filled words

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Look at the way she hides her sorrow filled thoughts from me

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Look at the way she carries a seed representing our love

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And yet in the end, I could just look at her picture

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But you were shining the brightest in the sky

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Thank you for coming into my life.

I’ll follow you soon and we will reunite again.

ASHES

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You were left all alone during all the seasons

Growing up was like a sweet poison

Youth was all too gloomy and distant

Memories were too harsh to time travel

The same old four walls and the wooden chair were all I got

Not a single tender hand to reach my soul

My will to live turned to dust

My torment ended with the sunset

My ashes vanished into thin air

WINTER

 

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The winter winds are blowing

I amble through the streets with a sigh

I can’t get enough of the sky

Do I still need to check my watch for every single minute?

Do I still need a hand to help me walk through the cold nights?

The cold doesn’t actually concern me when I jaywalk on the icy roads

The winter always comes along after the bitter hot nights of the summer

 

 

Let’s welcome the Newwww Year!

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Candid memories were all too full in this year
Happy moments were all too good in this year
There were many newcomers throughout the alley in this year
Was loved by many in all the seasons of the year
Can’t be any louder than the previous year
The bliss was all too powerful within my mind
I had many prudent decisions for my road
By the end of the year, Every day wasn’t actually a regrettable day
Good bye 2015!!!

At least

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I kind of know what is normalcy

I know I have plenty of time on my side

I know I have lot of regrets in my life

I know I made few mistakes in the past

I know I have quite a bit of ego

I know I nail it few hard sometimes

I know I have the same features as other humans

I know I am different from you guys

I know I can be kind in my beautiful life

I know I can learn something from others

I know I have what I need and I have what I want

At least I know how to embrace my life, what do you know?

Now I know I don’t have time to envy others